001. god is a black woman
Priceless in a world as this , no folding hands,
Lies upon lies about the works of the world and it's treasures,
The black woman is the most prized possession,
Us men on this planet make the them out to be the weight that keeps us down,
When it's actually society,
Minds that's work in unison, amen , no goodbye,
No morning, grand rise to the sight of their beauty like this was the only thing you could imagine when you dream and wake,
Silent but still born,
Love with real Melanin, eyes to sight the sworn,
Enemies that do perform ,us being with other races,
Each time feeling uncomfortable with people that's not my race, no hate,
My judgement I'll need to stop , but without black women,
Lives will stop,
Eyes will drop,
Faith is cocked,
Writer's block.
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002. Pbg
Special to me is you, come step in my virtue,
And let me give you the world,
Birds will fly and I will grow, knowing that you should know,
You're that pretty brown girl,
Love with this heart of mine , you will not be defined,
With your curves and your curls,
Treat you how you should be , treated so specially,
You're my pretty brown girl,
Weave stricken to perfection,
I see all your reflections,
The past wasn't kind to you in anyway , I come to you empty of bullshit and full of malice,
To really relate to you ,no this ain't summer madness,
Not with us both feeling like alice in the rabbit hole,
This ain't no tip for tolls,
And if that dude comes back in your life I'll fucking break his nose,
On the days I'll really be your glow,
Even though in reality you have your own,
I would like to show how the love has grown.
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003. 90s Melanin
Sexy mamas , primadonnas,
Divas mixed with models,
Poetic justice braids like janet, the cake is made aesthetic,
Stripped cuts shirts , plaid mini skirts,
Hearing no degration hurts,
Sassy attitude like craig's sister from Friday,
The , women that should have been inspiration today,
But failed miserably to capture what women use to be,
God look at our his-story,
Get it , if you feeling me,
Black women dumb down in this weird society,
This a mans world for sure..
Yeah,
That's why I used to love them Sexy mamas , primadonnas,
Divas mixed with models,
Poetic justice braids like janet, the cake is made aesthetic,
Stripped cuts shirts , plaid mini skirts,
Hearing no degration hurts,
Black men love to degrade you first.
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004. I Wanna Be Down With You
I would like to get to know if you would want to get a know a different fella.
Everybody's pushing and they're pulling just to be with someone new.
Can I be the man to take out and love you down like we're from different planets.
look within your third eye and see that I mean everything I said and more.
I Wanna Be down With You.
I Wanna Be Down With You,
Give you something you could be down for,
I Wanna Be Down With You.
I Wanna Be Down With You.
If you mind , I would like to take my time to get to know you better,
So you could mold , grow old , take control of my beating heart,
dark skin , long dreads , if you know you know , now thats perfection,
I would love to be your everything and be down for you,
I Wanna Be down With You.
I Wanna Be Down With You,
Give you something you could be down for,
I Wanna Be Down With You.
I Wanna Be Down With You.
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005. You Hateful Ones
Should I say to myself that everyone that gives me hate won't get it back ?
It's not like it'll hurt me I won't have a heart attack,
But giving a black woman the time of day with hateful eyes that see nothing but red is the cardiac,
You find time to down a man for putting in the effort to try to love you the way you need to be loved rather than lusted upon, what do you do?
Take him from his role in life , make him feel like fucking different bitches at clubs or on social media, today that's life,
And I wondered where y'all would have been if you had been the goddesses to keep your men in control of light,
Think from the crown up not the crown down,
I look at it like women that I used to know were a bunch of clowns,
And today they wouldn't dare speak a sound,
On my name , reality is not reality,
To them love is a game, for personal gain.
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006. Black Curves (interlude)
Intellectual frequencies coursing through my veins, do I share my opinions on this passion or do I reframe?
Whatever you guy on Instagram dream about at night, and other women that don't have these traits think it's not all right,
Persistent with my words and angry with my possession, if I had one of y'all it would be a blessin',
It's a challenge in this modern day to not express how I feel,
Nowadays a woman stature has to always be filled,
With plump and pazazz , there is no amount of cash,
To buy them,
But for some nowadays that's what they ask,
Small fry like me couldn't handle any of that,
Try so hard as a man not to get attached,
In my circumstance love doesn't matter so if anything I won't get in that,
Moral of the story is respect a woman like she is,
I know everything looks precious but you could handle this.
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007. freedom U / Sushi & Tea / Rydr
Stupid of me for not having your back in the moment,
Stupid of me for pushing away you,
Your aura sure knows how to cast a spell, you know you like it , go head and admit it,
Melanin to help guide your way,
I see freedom when I look in your face...
You changed your heart and mind , for me,
I knew you were the one , I see,
With eyes that aren't mine, could be,
Me and you through father time, so I just,
Tie up my shoe and make you know that I want us to be the power , forget the couple,
Intimate for some hours , I don't know trouble,
I don't care who sees , in all my days still haven't
Been with a queen , your rearly perfect for me,
Stupid of me for not having your back in the moment,
Stupid of me for pushing away you,
Your aura sure knows how to cast a spell, you know you like it , go head and admit it,
Melanin to help guide your way,
I see freedom when I look in your face...
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Thinking from your crown down as a black man as the negative energy surges through your veins, loving your mother but not loving another, not giving your estranged black women the chance to prove to you what good woman is,
But want love and approval from your homies and Friends,
Well guess what? they all moved on,
Married and rippled with kids,
Man I wish I knew what that was like so why don't you?
You need a family ,the only family you ever knew,
What is your mom and sister, but the dad is absent,
So for that reason you never saw a future with poor Jasmine,
Or kisha or tyan or Jessica or Kayla, Patrice,
You just take a piece and say peace,
But there is no peace, with our black men and women being distant and divided and dating other races in order to cope,
I say nope.
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I got your name plastered on my wall for some good luck.
I'm not the certain type of dude spitting game when it comes to me to pleasing you.
Can't wait to get a car just to show you what it's like to cruise with the man you want to be with,
I think our love would be dope and sick.
I changed your mind spiritually in this time when you need me.
Anytime we'll create worlds of our own design, it comes with a ring.
Melanin energy , I just want to love you right,
Instead of one babe , you can give me all the nights.
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008. Woman Of Nature
Adageyudi, I desire you in ways especially in this modern days life thinking you being a spiritual wife, in all these times,
I had chance after chance to be with a goddess with silky smooth brown skin like mine, with a mind divine,
But you don't know Adageyudi,
I would call you my lover but this seems right,
And a society where you get shined with lights,
I wanna protect you baby I would be nice if we had a baby , and sometimes,
Minds think alike,
You're my type,
5'3 with thighs,
Curly hair and brown eyes,
In nature's eyes , you are the queen you portray,
Knowing there's no other way to say what I feel for you,
Adageyudi,
Good intention energy over here like I would never hurt you girl,
Attempting to give you the world as harder than chasing squirrels.
🖤
009. Tempura
Speaking to me in those special ways,
can't get pass the fine structured face,
I don't want you to be a memory , and not attending
just to be a phase but its cool though,
let me tell you what your love like,
its like flying through the sky in astral form
while the body's warm and then adsorbs,
so much of the positive energy,
that a new God is born,
I love you,
As the seasons go by like this quote on quote sphere of
a world turns thinking like why couldn't I have met you
sooner? figuring out that maybe our paths would have cross in a past life as different people in an alternate universe,
if you left then it'll hurt but It won't , I know you'll give
me a heads up despite being a man in god form I still make mistakes,
As Generous As a black Goddess , I will not take,
Give all My love to you, And I always will be true,
You make my temperature rise,
my aura will subside,
You're my tempura,
your lovin' makes me so weak,
put a deep fry on my knees,
you're my tempura,
You make my temperature rise,
my aura will subside,
You're my tempura,
your lovin' makes me so weak,
put a deep fry on my knees,
you're my tempura.
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0010. Nails
Tryna' work day by day and make it hard for yourself,
Making pointless ends meet, get that money get that wealth,
You're an independent woman gotta do better for yourself,
Knowing you got power, you cast spells, all she wanna to do is,
Cry over the last boy that didn't need you and it seems that everything doesn't nearly complete you,
You got so much on your soul that you can't lift it off your shoulders,
But Harriet didn't run away and found that road for nothing, heed her,
Tryna' work day by day and make it hard for yourself,
Making pointless ends meet, get that money get that wealth,
You're an independent woman gotta do better for yourself,
Knowing you got power, you cast spells, all she wanna to do is,
Get them nails done,
Slick them edges down,
Buy out forever 21 and draw them eyebrows,
Knowing you look beautiful the Way You are,
That sassy interior I need around.
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0011. nofrens
She said I better not see you kissing and I better not see you touching on any girl , even ya mama, that's the end of us as a whole.
Me as a man , I'm like you bi anyway, so why don't we just touch and feel and kiss on a woman together,
But she just says no, like bitch whats the point of you being bi though?
I don't like girls with with toxic features and patterns to they DNA, you losing your mind and I'm slowly moving away from this hurt,
Before it actually happens.
She says that I'm delusional and all of my mistakes are taking place and she don't like my attitude, so what is this worth?
I thought you were real girl.
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0012. god is a black woman II
Opening a portal to a new dimension,
Analyzing into submission,
Piercing through the veil is a black goddess and I ain't even mention,
I may be stared into her eyes once or twice,
Let's not be discreet,
Where be all the real women that, just with weak minds and I don't have to speak,
You ain't the one I'm looking for, don't try to test me,
You turned your back when I needed you, you have no room to speak,
We live in a crisis but you left me on my feet,
Ten toes down for myself , wheres the bag of trees..
Ten toes down (fades)...
I'll be your joker you're my Harley,
You haven't recognized me hardly,
But that's okay I come to meet ya,
And even though I haven't seen ya.
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0013. Riverside Girl
Kept the same hair,
Loves not fair to you nowadays,
Doors don't ring , phones are dry,
They don't understand you,
You need,
To believe,
No one's gonna save you,
But no one's gonna hurt you if you play it cool,
I need you,
I'm a lie to you,
What he did to you,
Wasn't normal,
So you lock yourself in chains,
Independent black girl with the God complex that you solely deserve in this world because pain is an option for men, that they afflict on you.
We talk on the phone,
I like yo ass,
A bad day , I make you laugh,
You're such a sight,
Need exploration,
I want to be, your evaporation,
And stick to you.
I hope you know that.
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0014. Booty Rubs
Where my hugs?
Where my kisses? Don't you turn away from me,
Make you smile,
Make you laugh, you are my new memories,
Learn from me,
I learn from you, like stored cassettes or lost CDs,
A dying breed needs love too.
Dig your nails,
In my back, till I bleed all on the sheets,
In this moment,
With your ears , I'll tell you things you won't believe,
Spirit fingers,
Spirit eyes, let's fly like a plane and leave,
A real nigga need love too.
Eat the coochie til you love me girl,
Loving from the crown down is a twirl, I want to take you around the world with my lovin,
Stop stalling the time unless there's somethin',
I'm serious about us bring me to your mom's then,
You're a goddess in my eyes so don't think you're nothin',
Booty rubs in the evening and back in the mornin',
But we ain't mournin'.
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0015. Epilogue
And for this last poem, I'd like to take the time to actually talk on this one,
A year ago in 2020 I went through a lot and so did everyone else but when I say a lot it was kind of like a movie, kind of like a redemption story,
From covid happening, to traveling across the United States, to getting a girl I didn't want to get pregnant, to knowing I have a son and won't have any involvement in his life because of her, to knowing that that girl did me wrong more than any girl in this universe, from people using me for sex including her, from hearing all the people I met stories about their ex's and being abused, to going through problems with my family that caused me to move away for some time, I've not had the best people in life but,
I've came a long way.. to having the greatest honor of being chosen to be one of the conduits of the universe,
I know my role as a role model now, to tell all the women of color out there to be kind to yourselves and know yourselves and know your worth, I love you all and you are what makes this world possible and turning. Thank You.
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